The Magician's Tower

hello this is ben's brother yes he is dead my family is in shambles he was taking from us way too soon. i dont know who knew him or what not just going through his comp trying to let people know and its not a rumor. the funeral will be at palm morturay in las vegas if ur there can give information on where his ashes will be. if ur in vegas u can contact me at jason.esfs57@gmail.com
and i can give u more info.

family said i can post this for his friends colleagues please dont bash him or anything were mourning really bad about our loss

im all alone nobody
cares whether i live or die
all i ever do is cause
problems for everyone

cant they see how bad i
am? dont they care??

i cant make it through life
i cause my family problems and i
cant keep a girl in my life
im a failure in everything


the only way out of this is to die

mom dad i wish i could've been
the person you wanted me to be

im not smart pretty i know that
you never wanted me since u said i was a mistake
and i wish that i was never born

your all so busy and here i sit
please someone do something so i
cant feel the hurt anymore i
hurt so bad what can i do?


to make everything better i
have to die i cant make it
right by living

there is nothing for me here i
dont want to go on i didnt mean
to hurt anyone please believe me
i love you all so very much and i
dont want to hurt you anymore

im so cold please do something
i cant stand this empty feeling
that im having

im breaking into pieces

oh god why wont somebody do something


farewell to you all ill be fine GOODBYE
i dont wanna be here anymore in scarlet letters

Thanks for posting. Our condolences to the family.